1st Photography

so my school had a reunion. and we had a bazaar, basketball competition, and Marching Band performance our Marching Band named MBGB (Marching Band Gita Bahana).

they're so great or should i say awesome.

i had a photography too..

well i try actually,  not really good. cause i just pretend to be a good photographer :)

here they are..

(took by Citra.

me and my friends in basketball team)

Basketball Competition..
Spansa VS alumnus
SPANSA WON !!!!

and Finally...
our marching band's performance !
all this pic was taken by me
(well, i'm sorry if it's really bad hehe)

(The Color Guard)

( My Friend Inggrid)

( This is the most photo i like, oh! and this is my friend Acha)

(The End Of Performance)

and that's all that i wanna tell you
i'm sorry the pic it's really bad
you don't have any idea how long i've been upload those pics since yesterday
haha

well,  hope you enjoy it :)
don't forget to leave a comment, i'm happy to hear what you say even it's bad
wait for my pics tomorrow
xoxo
-T-

Acha's Webcam

on Tuesday me and my friends: Acha, Tasya, Inggrid and Rika we're took many pics (when i say many it means a lots) with Acha's webcam and it's so FUN 

we're just do 'our crazy things' and SMILE...seriously  a pic without smile it'll be bo..ring..

with smile we can feel the energy :)

SO SMILE AS YOU CAN SMILE

:):):)

(in this pic my friend Ilma who's at the right side corner not realized that's her and she's ask: who's that ? while her point at her pic haha)

( haha i'm forget how this could happen)

(and here's comes the nuts)

(more full of craziness)

(Gosh! look at me haha you can guess the silly one)

( ending with the good one, well not that good :D )

we're take so many pics, 114 actually hehe

but, That's My Life !

6th day of 'Trying to forget him', B'day Party

In this 6th day, i felt my love for max getting low but i still miss him

and i don't know why i feel like i'm not really in mood to write about 5th trying to forget him.

i don't care

what i care now is

to celebrate my b'day party with friends :)

well, not just my b'day party also my friends too Ilma and Wulan

can't wait to attend that party

wooohhhoooo!!

hahha

Okay i will tell you everything 'bout that party

Place: Pizza Hut in E-walk and Balikpapan Baru

Time: 1pm

When: Sunday, 28th of Feb 2010

Schedule:

- Eat 

- Chichats a.k.a gossip haha (not really)

- Hunting Photos a.k.a photography at Balikpapan Baru

- and everything that sounds FUN to do

 i just want to be in that day

FUN FUN FUN FUN FUNTASTIC !

D O U G H N U T !

D O U G H N U T ! .

just like the title said haha

these are the pics i was taken with my webcam :)

i was eat a chocolate doughnut, my parents bought it for me yesterday after they're came from Malang to see my bro :D

hhmmmm..

D  E  L  I  C  O  U  S  !  !  !

hehe sorry.. i can't give you some :P

hoho

5th day of 'Tryin to forget him'

in this 5th day my love of 'Max' become more smaller but, still it's hard for me to forget him

his problem get more worst..

today he's get called to the counseling room.

i was very surprised my friend told me so, i run from my class to the terrace of my class waiting for him.

and when he wanted to back to his class all the students in school just booing at him.

i think i'm the only one who's not booing at him.

i felt sorry about him, but there's nothing i can do..

'Max' i just hope if you can read this

and know what i'm really feel about you

God..

please let his problem gone, so i can see his beautiful smile again :)

his GF problem becoming his problem too..

why ?!

-I Just Want You To Know That I'll Always Be There For You-

♥ ♥

-Tasya-

 

4th Day of 'Tryin to forget him'

In this 4th day

today i felt, 25% of my love to 'Max' are disappear. i like that :)

it's good for me :)

i searched the lyrics from the songs that looks like what i'm feeling right now..

"Well Now I'm told that this is life And pain is just a simple compromise So we can get what we want out of it Would someone care to classify,  Of broken hearts and twisted minds 

So I can find someone to rely on "

(Misguided Ghost-Paramore)

"Why can't you just see, It isn't easy What you put my heart through Every time you go I'm not myself without you Nothing feels the same"

(Everytime You Go- KSM)

"I could follow you to the beginning Just to re-live the start  Maybe then we’ll remember to slow down 

At all of our favorite parts All I wanted was you"

(All I Wanted Was You-Paramore)

"I had sworn to myself that I'm Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk Well, You, are, the only exception"

(The Only Exception-Paramore)

"So what if it hurts me?  So what if I break down? So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground I gotta find my place I wanna hear myself
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me Cause I’m just trying to be happy 

Just wanna be happy "
  "All these days I feel like they’re the same Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here I can’t stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by"

(Happy-Leona Lewis)

 "I feel you all around I think about it every single day You got away somehow...."

"The first one is the worst one When it comes to a broken heart  Your first love, yeah you're so young And you feel like a fallen star......"

"Cause I would run through a thunderstorm Just to kiss you  I'm out here on my own
Better now than I was before, but I miss you And I want you to know....."

(The First One-Boys Like Girls)

"Everytime I close my eyes, I see your face So I try to read But all I do is lose my place

Am I obsessed with you? I do my best not to want you But I do all the time I do all the time" 

(Obsessed-Miley Cyrus)

 

It's My Self

this pics i toke when i was bored and have nothing to do..

so i edited and kinda weird, haha

i'm not really good at that

more photos at facebook:

Ladinia DalinTasya

3rd Day to Forget Him(Little Hope For You)

This is the 3rd day to forget him..

I feel: the same like yesterday

i can't lie to myself..

today, He's got a problem i don't know if it's his problem or his GF problem.

all the students in my school watched the fight, well not really a fight you know.. girl's fight..

all i can hear is

blablablabalbalabla

jfbksajbfka

ndjskalff

i saw his GF cried.

and he told her to calm her self in his class..

he's so sweet :)

but, he's not mine

my friend said that the problem is because of his GF sister.

his GF sister mock his GF friends

and start the fight..

so, his GF friends told her that she must to choose between her friends or her sister

it's a confusing option, i mean sister means alot

but we can lose our friends

and another my friend said that it's because

'what happened in saturday'

i don't know where's the truth one

Max..

i hope your problem (or your GF problem) will be done as soon as possible 

i'm happy if you happy

Love You..

xoxo

-T-

2nd Day of 'Tryin to forget Max'

This is the 2nd day where i'm tryin to forget max.

i still saw his face, and it's hard for me to forget him.

truth never lie

and the truth is Max you're my first love

and maybe it's true that first love is the worst one when it comes to a broken heart.

the truth is

i gave him a name called 'Max' because he looks like my idol

Max Thieriot

He's cool isn't it ?

'max' just looks like that

if i know that it could be like this, that i don't wanna meet you.

but, how can meet you ?!

this 2nd day,feel the same like yesterday

but, i'm still trying to forget you

i'm trying..

cause' this is the big world and you're not the only one 

there's sooo much a guy that more better than you

believe in my self that someday my prince will come for me

when i'm wearing a beautiful dress, and he'll sing a song for me

I'm on my way to believing

Try To Forget You

bloggie..

i don't think i'm okay now..

i'm very sad now..

it's about max

and i don't wanna talk about that now.

i am so.... stupid !

how can i like him, he's don't like me

and.. how can i still like him when he's broke my heart.

how can i believe that someday he'll be mine..

how can i believe that he's a good guy when everyone says that he's not good enough for me 

how can i believe that love never lasts

how stupid i am to believe in him

to like him

to dream every night about him

to imagine that someday we'll be together

now, i know what it's like to felt in love

and how broken heart feels like

doesn't he knows that he's the only one ?!

max...

it's over, i don't wanna like you anymore

you belong to someone else

just go away from my face

and i'll be okay

i'm tryin to forget you

just like i do before

today i really really want to forget you

God help me to do that..

please.. i need You more than i do before

See You Again

Bloggie.. i feel great now..

so so so great

so so so beautiful feelings..

yuph! it's beacuse of max

my maxxy :)

today, i had an speech to celebrate one of greatest day for moslem, all the students came to the basketball court.

formerly i want to sit at the back line, but my teacher told me and my friends to make a new line.. uurrgghh i hate sit in the front of line.

i'm just walkin don't care about everything

when widya sat next to me, i looked back and there's him

MAX ! 

i'm so surprised..

i told widya about that, and she just realized it too..

woow... i just love to looked back pretend like i don't look over him, but the truth is i look at him..

and for one thing

when i looked beck to talk with citra, he's look at me too..

but a half of his face are closed with his hand (sunny day).

it's ssooooooooooo cool !

i mean he's got a beautiful eyes with nice smile

he looks so.. great

max....

hahahha you and me forever !

17th of February

Hey Bloggie!

you know what time is it ??

????????????

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY !!

yay!!!!

yeahhh.. sing it to me, let's go!

Happy Birthday Tasya..

Happy Birthday Tasya..

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Tasya...

   wooooohoooooooo!

i'm 14th now.. hahah

i get older

but, it's a sign for me to look over myself

am i a better person ?

am i a better daughter ?

am i a better friend ?

i need to fix myself without change who i really am

and..

thanks for everyone who's remember my birthday

i love you guys with all my heart !

It's About You..

dear bloggie..

i am so..... happy today, you know why ??

beacuse, i can see max upclose hahaha love it

especially smile in his face, it's makes me fly away..

max i wonder if you know how much i like you 

i bet she doesn't love you as much as i am

if you know how much i like you, maybe you'll be mine

but, it's just a 'maybe'

if i know how to get you, i'll do that no matter what it takes

max...

i like the way you smile, the way you laugh, the way you look at me

max...

i like the way you just like max

your smile, your eyes, your style

i like the way you're everything i ever wanted

i've never met a guy like you..

you're the one max..

you're the one that i'm promise to stars

you're the one that makes me breathless, my heartbeat become faster when i'm with you

you're everything to me..

YOU AND ME FOREVER

Please Understands Me

Confused...
is what i'm feeling right now
my friends told that there's someone had a crush on me, and i have to reply his text and my friends hope that i can be with him
i don't know.. i don't like him
bloggie.. you know i like someone else
and he's mean everything to me...

i don't want to let my friends down
but, i don't wanna lie to myself
bloggie...
help me! i don't know what i must to do..

i'm afraid if i tell the truth to my friends that i don't like him my friends will feeling down
and if i let myself to make a biggest mistake in my life, i don't wanna do this
bloggie... i am so confused


uuurrgghhhh...
he's already sent me a text but i don't reply it i don't have any pulse anymore.

I STILL LOVE MAX WITH ALL MY HEART

BUT, I DON'T WANNA LET MY FRIENDS DOWN...

IT'S A CONFUSING CHOICES FOR ME

PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

I WANNA HEAR MY SOUND

I DON'T CARE IF MAX IS A BAD CHOICE FOR ME BUT HE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO MAKES ME BREATHLESS.

I HOPE YOU'LL UNDERSTANDS ME..

Valentine

HAPPY VALENTINE'S EVERYBODY !

 so, do you have your valentine's date ?

haha i'm not :P

well, i don't really care about valentine but, it seems it's so beautiful for everyone.

loving each other and caring to others

especially your love (haha)

so, i surf the internet to know what is 'valentine' really mean..

these are the result

Valentine's Day is an annual holiday held on February 14 celebrating love and affection between intimate companions.\The holiday is named after one or more early Christian martyrs named Valentine and was established by Pope Gelasius I in 496 AD. It is traditionally a day on which lovers express their love for each other by presenting flowers, offering confectionery, and sending greeting cards

Modern Valentine's Day symbols include the heart-shaped outline, doves, and the figure of the winged Cupid

wow, sometimes i get so confused i mean it's just a tradition that becomes so popular around the world.

who's don't know valentine ?? 

 share your love to others

and one thing,

GONG XI FA CHAI...

for you who celebrate it :)  

 

Still Lovin' You

Hey Boy..

honestly i cant delete you outta my mind

i still have your smile in my heart

i still have your face in heart

and i still miss you

i don't know that it'll be like this

i try so hard to delete you outta my mind

i try so hard to clear your smile in my heart

i try so hard to forget your face

but, everytime i saw you

you shine so bright

maybe my friends were right

'love can't lie'

think about that make me remember every single things about you

you're the only one that good enough to break my heart

i just can't forget you, boy

you're everything i've ever wanted

if you know that

just close with me

and i'll dream you in my quietest sleep

i'm distracted by you

' I want You to Want Me I Want You To Love Me'

those are lyrics from ' I Want You Want Me'

from KSM

that song was right for me..

in my sleep i saw you

so,i'll keep sleep 

i will keep you in my mind

YOU'RE STILL MY HANDSOME PRINCE

WITH GREATEST SMILE AND BEAUTIFUL EYES

THE BRAVEST PRINCE WHO SAVES ME FROM THE DARK

Best Friends Forever (KSM)

 Best Friends Forever

Tears you try so hard to hide
You hold it all inside
Pretend it doesn't matter
Why keep it yourself
When you got someone else
You know can make it better?
 
You try to be so strong
But I always know when something's wrong
See when you're feeling down

Hey, wasn't it you
Who's always been there for me?
Don't forget what we've been through together
Hey, isn't it true?
We promised to always be
Best friends forever, yeah

Words you don't need to say
The sad that's on your face
Isn't hard to see through
I've been there once or twice
It's you that made things right
My turn to be there for you

You try to be so strong
But I always know when something's wrong
See when you're feeling down

Hey, wasn't it you
Who's always been there for me?
Don't forget what we've been through together
Hey, isn't it true?
We promised to always be
Best friends forever

When the rain comes down
I'll be there
I will always be around
Just wanna be the one to catch you
When you fall


Hey, wasn't it you
Who's always been there for me?
Don't forget what we've been through together
Hey, isn't it true?
We promised to always be
Best friends forever 

By:

 

 KSM