if i ask you
" do you believe in true love ?"
i'm sure that you'll answer "yes"
but, i had my own answer
" Yes, but they'll never be with you "
i just can believe how stupid i am when i'm falling in love in a wrong guy.
the one who always makes me hurts, makes me sad, makes me cry, makes me want to hate him so much.
today i found that Max get back with his ex-GF.
i found him at the canteen, i want to buy a water. so, i saw him sit and his ex-GF buy a water maybe because i'm there so his ex-GF sat in different seat. and when i look at him, he looks at me with a scary faces makes me scared.
i'm just so confused why he so hates me when i know about him and his ex-GF ?
like i will tell everyone in school that you're with her ?!
like i will tell everyone that she's not right with you ?!
like i will destroy your relationship ?!
i was crying out like that when i'm home, i throw my bag on my bed. and crying out loud with my face closed by my pillow.
when i see my face in the mirror i felt so stupid !
" why i'm crying just for a boy like him ?!"
" I HATE YOU ! WHY YOU JUST NOT INVISIBLE ? I AM INVISIBLE FOR YOU RIGHT ? I WANT YOU TO GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE ! I'D PREFER STRANDED IN A DESSERT ALONE, THAT BE WITH YOU HERE AND ALWAYS SEE YOUR (STUPID) FACE ! "
i know it's just not like me, but you're the one who makes me like this.
and now, facts that i found today :
1. True Love is Real but, They'll Never Be With You
2. Love = Pain
3. More in Hate With You