More More In Hate With You

if i ask you

" do you believe in true love ?"

i'm sure that you'll answer "yes"

but, i had my own answer

" Yes, but they'll never be with you "

i just can believe how stupid i am when i'm falling in love in a wrong guy.

the one who always makes me hurts, makes me sad, makes me cry, makes me want to hate him so much.

today i found that Max get back with his ex-GF.

i found him at the canteen, i want to buy a water. so, i saw him sit and his ex-GF buy a water maybe because i'm there so his ex-GF sat in different seat. and when i look at him, he looks at me with a scary faces makes me scared.

i'm just so confused why he so hates me when i know about him and his ex-GF ?

like i will tell everyone in school that you're with her ?!

like i will tell everyone that she's not right with you ?!

like i will destroy your relationship ?!

i was crying out like that when i'm home, i throw my bag on my bed. and crying out loud with my face closed by my pillow.

when i see my face in the mirror i felt so stupid !

" why i'm crying just for a boy like him ?!"

" I HATE YOU ! WHY YOU JUST NOT INVISIBLE ? I AM INVISIBLE FOR YOU RIGHT ? I WANT YOU TO GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE ! I'D PREFER STRANDED IN A DESSERT ALONE, THAT BE WITH YOU HERE AND ALWAYS SEE YOUR (STUPID) FACE ! "

i know it's just not like me, but you're the one who makes me like this.

and now, facts that i found today :

1. True Love is Real but, They'll Never Be With You

2. Love = Pain

3. More in Hate With You