Welcome April !!

Hey Everybody ! It's April !!

Wow! times goes really fast. just yesterday i said "Welcome March" and now we're entering the new month.

well, Happy New Month Everybody !

it's really nice to know that God still give me a chance to live in this world, to feel, and remember the things after 14th years i live.

Thanks God..

well, not all months goes so well. it must have the things that makes me happy and sad in this March.

and here they are. i try to share it with you.

Things Makes Me Happy In This March :

- There's so much unforgettable memories about Max and I such as: we're talk and LOL, text so FUN, and smile to each other and so many else.

- Had a school holiday for a week.

- Got a new bag :P, a cute little bag for hang out.

- My Best Friend, Nanda had a sweet birthday surprise from my friend. too bad i can't join them cause we're apart now.

- Watched horror movies with friends and still LOL till now if we remember all the 'funny things'.

- Got an extra time to spend my day in front of my laptop.

- Spend more time with my little bro.

- Got an extra money form my dad (I Love You Daddy !)

Things Makes Me Out OF My Mood In This March:

 - School break that makes me get bored.

- Getting lazy to go to basketball practice.

- Got nothing to do.

- 'Max' share a story about 'something' that makes him happy but makes me sad.

- My mom goes to Malang for two weeks.

- No Hang out and almost spend my days in my room.

- To clean my messy room :D.

- Sick that makes me (maybe) not go to basketball practice tomorrow.

- Can't see Max for one weeks (blah!)

- I Miss my class, and my friends too. i wanna LOL and get crazy with them again.

- Wet season in my country. hate rain -,-

My Hope For This Month:

- My BFF, Oline's Birthday can be the greatest and unforgettable birthday bash for her(it's 28th A.

- Got someone for April Fool's day! haha

- Max can spend more time with me. text me, smile at me, talk and LOL again.

- Max doesn't get back with his ex-GF.

- Out of my 'bored' mood.

- Can playing basketball better than now.

- Everyday such a beautiful day to spend.

- Can get more ideas and inspiration for posting in this blog.

- hope in this new month i can be a better person that before.

-More Sunny day to spend in.

 

so, that's all Things That Makes Me Happy, Makes Me Sad, and My Hope for this Month.

thank you for you who always read and say hello in my blog. can't wait for more hello :)

 LoveLove,xo

-T-

 

   

God Always Tell Us The Truth

hey bloggers.. 

i feel so lucky today. i feel so lucky because God always tell me the truth. the truth from all of our wishes, and our hopes. God always tell the truth when i'm so confused at things when it's getting wrong. for example when i'm in 5th grade i lost my money. im praying to God to  give me the clue where my money is. i try so hard to find it, until one day im letting it go. i'm hoping for God to give the money for someone who belongs to, and if anyone steal it from me show them His madness.

one day, i dreamed about that money i dreamed that i was putted my money in my jeans pocket. i woke up the next morning and go find it and ya there it is. my money is in my jeans pocket the exactly jeans that i had in my dream.

thanks for Allah who makes it easy for me :)

and now, once again God tell me truth.He tell me about Max. just like i told for you before ( at this blog ) i had a weirdest dream about Max. i dreamed that he's share his phone with his brother.

and today it's true! max really sharing his phone with his brother, i think so because i look his brother's phone is like max's phone. and when he doesn't had any pulse anymore, his brother too.

today, Max's didn't bring phone and ya his phone is with his brother.

Thanks God for keep telling me the truth from all :)

i am so sorry when i can't be a good enough person who always praying and say thank you for all this beautiful gift that You already give to me. i'm sorry if i always make You mad and run from you.

Ya Allah... please don't leave me alone when anythings getting wrong or when it's right.

please show me the way to be in Your beautiful place, heaven.

please please please... to always help me in this big worlds with thousands of problems that already attacking me.

now I believe..

That God will never let us alone, that God always be there with us, and always tell the truth. 

a Little Sunshine of California

bloggers.. i discovered somethings to write about.

about I'm hoping to go college at California. especially in University Of California :) 

well, at least i can visit Calif and see the sunshine that always makes it SPARKLE

If i can visit Calif (it'll be more FUN with friends)i will:

1. Landed in LAX with my sundress with converse (oh don't forget my friends)

2. Go Shopping at LA with friends

3. Spend My Days in Luxurious Hotel or maybe my own apartement with a view of the ocean.

4. Go to Malibu !!! yay! Sunbathing, surfing and something wild :)(my fave place in Calif)

5. See Broadway Musical in NYC 

6. Shopping (again) i mean come'on it's NY !

7. Check out my fave celebs in Hollywood and Visit Universal Studios

8.Look Around San Fransisco

9. Do Some Photography of The View

New York City

San Fransisco

Malibu

Los Angeles

10. Buy a lots of cool souvenirs for family and friends

  
Well, at least that's all i hope im just an ordinary girl with a millions of dreams that someday might comes true.
if i can reach Calif, i will steal their beautiful sunshine the bought here to my home so i can remember that Calif is the city where i really want to be.

3rd Day to Forget Him(Little Hope For You)

This is the 3rd day to forget him..

I feel: the same like yesterday

i can't lie to myself..

today, He's got a problem i don't know if it's his problem or his GF problem.

all the students in my school watched the fight, well not really a fight you know.. girl's fight..

all i can hear is

blablablabalbalabla

jfbksajbfka

ndjskalff

i saw his GF cried.

and he told her to calm her self in his class..

he's so sweet :)

but, he's not mine

my friend said that the problem is because of his GF sister.

his GF sister mock his GF friends

and start the fight..

so, his GF friends told her that she must to choose between her friends or her sister

it's a confusing option, i mean sister means alot

but we can lose our friends

and another my friend said that it's because

'what happened in saturday'

i don't know where's the truth one

Max..

i hope your problem (or your GF problem) will be done as soon as possible 

i'm happy if you happy

Love You..

xoxo

-T-