a little to late

First of all i wanna say something to my beautifulest, sweetest kind person i've ever know.  it is my 'BFF'. 

Lorine Kalista Noor from Strawterost . 

Happy Birthday Girl !

Hope You Had a Great B'day Ever!

Wish All Your Dreams Come True

and All The Best For You :)

Thanks for be there for me through it all,

Thanks for all your advice when everythings gone wrong.

Thanks for all your support until now.

and Thanks for be my Best Friend for 3 years.

even now, you've get older please don't forget our childish things together. be the best dear.. :)

p.s: i'm sorry, it's late cause there's something wrong with this stupid modem she had a surprise that she'll never forget ! go to her blog to read more :)

and the second thing i wanna tell you, it's about max..

it's over you know, no more max anymore in my life.

no more talk about him, no more happiness if he's smile at me.

On 25th April 2010

i text him, it' doesn't take a long time that my phone ring. he's reply my text, a text that makes me confused

" I Don't want you to care about me anymore !"

my heart suddenly stop beating, i reply his text

" What Do You Mean "

then, after a long time like 30 minutes he's reply my text

" I don't want you to care about me anymore, if you want just say 'hi' to me, don't talk to me ! i need times for my friends and my girlfriend !"

after i read that text, i just put my phone down and pretend like everythings will be okay.

i just can't believe that, after a long time he's shares everything with me, even the stories about his GF.

i've never mad if he's told stories about his GF, even i know deeply inside i'm jealous.
i've been listening to his stories for such a long time, and i was surprised that he's pushing me away.
do you know how i feel ? at least we can be friends, not like this.
i hate him cause he said
"I need times for my friends...."
did you mean i'm not you're friends ?! but why max? why ?!
did you forgotten about all the stories you told me ?! are you forgetten when we're jokes together ?!
when we're sang a song ?! it's 'Lucky' i still remember it !
I CAN NOT BELIEVE IT !
i will walk away from you, now !

the next morning.

i don't want to saw his face anymore.

he said that he want me to not care about him anymore, so yes i do.

I DON'T WANT TO TAKE CARE OF YOU ANYMORE !

everytime he's look at me, i just turn my face and walk away.

days by days he's keep look at me i've never see his face again. it's enough max ! i can mad too not just you !

YOU'RE NOT SORRY.

you always makes my heart hurts again and again.

after all i don't need you to be the right guy for me.

and now i realized that you're not my PRINCE CHARMING.

Facts that I Found Today:

Everyone Will Waiting, but it's not forever.
i've been waiting for him but now i know 
forever aren't forever

H&K

-Tasya-

Kartini's Day 2010

so, how this friday goin ?

great huh ?

well, just like me this friday is G-R-E-A-T !

why ? because there's a celebration for Kartini's Day.

who's Kartini ?

Kartini is a wonderwoman, she is the hero for woman. she's the one who makes girl and boy is same. no differences anymore. she's wonderful, she's the spirit that every woman have.

she's beautiful,smart,wonderful,nice and incredible.

even words can't tell every single extraordinary things from her.

so, usually we celebrate the Kartini's day on 21st of April, but my school celebrate it on 23rd of April (this friday). even it's late but, it's still G-R-E-A-T !
usually we celebrate it with wear a Kabaya, a traditional clothes/dress (or something) like this.....

(you can say i'm nuts but, yeah! that what i wear a Kabaya, white long skirt and a converse (?!). yuph! thats my style)

(my school held a cooking competition, and this is a cake that presenting my class )

(Tasya & Ilma)

(finally widya's come, we've been looking for her)

(Widya's presenting our class to fashion show competition with Candra as her partner).

traditional dance from Borneo

(Angklung Gita Bahana)


band performances from our school

the fashion show

and yes ! we're  the 3rd winner yeahhh !

class photos

(actually, my class can be a winner from " The Most Narsis Class Ever! " haha)

well, to many photos i think
:D

have a great weekends everyone !

H&K

-Tasya-

Family Sunday

this Sunday was really FUN for me. cause in this Sunday i can hang out all day long with my sweetest family.

it's been a hard days for me to finish my exam. so, this day we decided to go for refreshing. i go with a little bag in my right shoulder and a camera bag in my left shoulder haha

 and this is the best way to have fun.

Hang Out With Family. 

started in the morning, my dad and my brother went for swim. and i can't swim cause' there's a reason ;) so i waited for them, and i really really really hate waiting.

after that we went to E-walk (a mall in my city), can you believe we go there just to see the new theater open. haha ! it called 'XXI".

then we we see the Dolphin Show. it's really funny and FUN.

not just the Dolphin who has a show, there's otter and sea lion too..

well, ENJOY THE SHOW...!

[ this is my brother and my father, my brother is cute isn't he ?]

okay now let's see the show first...

"Say Welcome to..The Otter's !"

[It's a Slam Dunk !]

and now for the Sea Lion, he has a name. his name is Raynaldi :)

and now the one we've been waiting for is The Dolphin Show everybody....

the show was really amazing and funny
i can't forget this moment and i will never delete these picture :)


so, what's your Sunday likes ?


xo,
Tasya

(Maybe) OFF ..

uurrgghh totally hate tomorrow. why ? because i'll have an exam in the middle of semester so maybe i can't post something in my blog for a while until the test end.

it's 4 days -,- . I Hate Exam come on who doesn't ? haha

well, this is my (boring) schedule for the exam:

-Wednesday: Indonesian Language & Religion

- Thursday: Civics & Science (oh come on ?!)

-Friday: Math & Computer (hate MATH !)

- Saturday: English & Social

I Have To STUDY......... (urrgghh)

(weheartit.com)

I Love Weekend

love love weekend !

saturday again haha love this day full of happiness and laughs.

so this day i wore a red ribbon headband to school, and when i took a break after played basketball i putted that ribbon headband to my friend's head. you think that's might be okay. but no! my friend is a boy haha one of my guy-friends :D. hey but he doesn't pull it off, he still wore it while shoot the ball in to the ring haha it's really funny you know when he act like he is a girl haha me and my friends that saw him was LOL and i mean really loud.

we took a pics too, but too bad i can't show it to you now, my USB is broken -,-. maybe next time.

full of craziness !

can't wait for tomorrow ! My Mom back from Malang yipppyyyy !

Mama... I miss you soooooooooo much !

i wanna see your smile again, hear your jokes again, and hear you yell at me to get a shower hehe.

oh and this little things that i wanna share with you

this little text was mean a lot for me. just like what i feel right now, but it's too late he belongs to someone else. passing up on an opportunity is a ridiculous thing.

tell me what do you think and give me some advice

thank you :)

have a wonderful weekend everyone !

but, don't forget to check this blog out :P haha

love ya'll with all my heart

-Tasya-

It's Nice to Know You But It Hurts so much

to know you, it's nice

to smile at you, it's great

to see your smile at me, it's wonderful

to talk with you, it's awesome

to texting with you, it's fun

to love you, it's beautiful

to have you, it's impossible.

 

you're everything i've ever wanted but you always makes me hurts so much.

i want to forget you but it's hard.

so i don't wanna know about love anymore

all you can do is broke my heart over and over. again and again.

don't you know that you're the only thing on my mind that i always miss, i always need, and i always love.

it's you baby..its you..

but you broke my heart !

it's enough !!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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